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[Mar. 19th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
things could have been better...what an overused sentence huh
but hey this eric kid gave me his number..."eh *nudge nudge* eh".
im so tired.
i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you. you take in everything with a certainty i envy. its somehow all i need. just keep me guessing please!
i need a cuddle buddy. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
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| | bloc party-skeleton | ] |
so its st.pattys day. what a grand occasion...? minus the fact of all these hick towns being to poor to have a damn parade.
so i was sitting in class today and i realized that...Mr. Pierce is an awesome teacher.
so idiot of the day--Kevin THOMPSON...asking what AA means. yeah and his brother is Matt. what a fucking dumbass. but seriously though everytime i hear AA i think of "african american" due to Jensen and his laziness of writing complete words.
USHER IS SEX. seriously. I'd hit that like whoa.
 aiyaiyai
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|06:18 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | silverstein-giving up | ] |
i love you.
happy st.pattys day. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2005|06:28 am] |
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| |  broken | ] |
| [ | music |
| | straylight run-Now its Done | ] |
so...we're moving to Bangor this christmas
Bangor...in Maine. damn it might be bye paw paw for good, which would make this the second longest time we have stayed in one place.
fuck dem. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|10:12 am] |
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| | straylight run-your name here | ] |
so, im leaving for my paps in T-5 HOURS.
im excited, and i got a straylight run CD instead of those other two, ill get my dad to get me those cus im broke, which sucks balls.
it feels good to just get away. no paw paw drama for the next three days. yay!
i know i shouldnt be but for some reason i feel mad at you. i just get thinking of everything lately and i get SO annoyed. But HEY im not gonna think about it. and sorry i didnt really talk to you friday after school but again, i dont feel like thinking about it.
have a good weekend everyone.
AFMN- i hope you guys had a great show.
Abby, we are hanging out soon
same with you Alina
bye paw paw. |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|04:50 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | this day and age-second place victory | ] |
TODAY was...uneventful. I got a part in the play. im a rich, naive snob...figures.
bUT you should all come and see Juvie...april 29th and its free.
im gonna get a cd later today...either the Bloc Party one or This Day and Age. yay!
i think i need a break. SO MANY PPL ARE GETTING THE BEST OF ME! nah, ive just been really quick to annoyance lately and thats just not me. guck...
so when are we gonna hang out? dang what a bore.
I would DIE for you.
But I wont LIVE for you.
good evening everyone. |
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| dont it feel like sunshine after all? the world we loved forever gone. |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|06:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jimmy eat world-your house | ] |
this is for you. you know who you are and i hope you read this.
Dear YOU.
so i still am a little and alot pissed off from having to defend myself for you. i just dont think it yours nor your BROTHERS place to tell me how i think. when i personally dont think either of you could ever understand how i think. thats bullshit. that whole thing was bullshit. all i wanted was for him to stop saying frick for gods sake!
i may be insecure but i am NOT naive. dont think i dont see what you do. Im not blind. yes, i do have a problem where i tend to trust a lot of people, but what is there without trust? Paranoia? i seriously dont think most people take advantage of me AND even if they are, im a big girl and i dont need you to look out for me okay?
listen...I LOVE YOU. okay? now you know. for sure. you say you like me, and i believe you SO STOP SAYING THAT I DONT BELIEVE YOU. i just dont want us to both like eachother, but remain as friends with benefits. can you understand? if youre going to like me, then do something about it. take me places like other couples OR at least call me! so yes, even though i know and have known that I like you, for my own sake i have backed off. I dont want to hurt myself. and i wont. so IF you truelly like me then do something about it, im not just gonna sit around.
What we did...i wouldnt have done with any other guy. Besides with every other guy in the end i always got this weird stomache feeling and id push away...like i did with jeff...but i didnt with you, i never had that feeling. and that means something to me. so what we did also means something to me. regardless of whether you feel you took advantage of me or not, i dont believe you did. you know kirk, it IS possible for me to say no. Ive done it before, lots of times. and i couldve done it with you.
and we me trusting chad...its not exactly a trust rather than respect. wen i was being a shithead a while back, he was the only one to actually get through to me. Out of all my family aAND out of ALL MY FRIENDS. he was the only one. and him taking the time to talk to me about stuff, really meant a lot to me and to this day has stuck with me.
I have been SO good lately, and all im saying is i really dont need shit from you or you brother. i dont appreciate it whatsoever.
thats all i feel like writing.
you know my number.
love always.
Heather |
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|10:36 pm] |
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ahmylord!!!!!! i dont think ive ever had so much fun humping the windows at M-89 ever!!
no seriously that was a smashing time, especially the part where we almost couldve gotten kicked out because we were acting drunk. i gotta go eat. Cursed was by far the funniest and STUPIDEST MOVIE IVE EVER SEEN
i only wish i wouldve invited him...sigh....
JAKE HAS A PENIS ON HIS JACKET. YEAH JAKE THE FUCKING WEREWOLF. DAMN YOU!
"IM NOT GAY!!! I HAVE THE CURSE OF THE BEAST!!! SO....YAY! GO GAY! "
i gotta eat. AJ is a cutie. i hope things develop with him and Sam.
BLOC PARTY IS DEFINITELY SWEET MUSIC TO LISTEN TO WHILE DRIVING OVER THE SPEED LIMIT. THANKS MATT!
oh and boe...."im not gay"
 see it and weep.
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|02:44 pm] |
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You show your age,
when you drown your rage.
But i see past those laughter lines,
so baby, lets split tonight,
I got a tank full of gas to light.
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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keanu reeves=hotness
so for an old guy, i really think dennis quaid is handsome. i love handsome men. theres something respectful about being handsome versus being hott. at least in my judgement.
i made a snowman. its sweet how a wet blanket of white can turn into anything of your imagination. i also buried my turtle Conor finally. next to Charlie. :( i still feel bad for killing them. life goes on though. well, not for them, but me anyways :)
i made a mix. for myself. of all the songs that make me happy. its amazing how just a song can make you feel infinite. and im just one person. the people that write this music must be so proud of themselves. i would be.
but yeah i gotta call you kirsten. so talk to you in a bit-again.
 dennis quaid is love<3
gah! the end!
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| Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland. |
[Mar. 4th, 2005|05:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  fluttery | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the ataris-san dimas highschool football rules | ] |
im going to M89 to see Constantine tomorrow...you should come along..
kirsten can you go? Alina, you should see if you can come...
DID YOU KNOW...
*It is estimated that at any one time, 0.7% of the world's population are drunk
*More than 2500 left handed people are killed every year from using right handed products
*Males, on average, think about sex every 7 seconds.
*A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets.
*Twelve Americans receive prescribed marijuana from the U.S. government.
call me if you can come to the movie...657 0932
kirsten call me anyways 0_0
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[Mar. 3rd, 2005|03:53 pm] |
yea!!
smurfs are glorious! |
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| dont it feel like sunshine after all? the world we loved forever gone. |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|06:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | JEW-the world we love | ] |
so hears to a brand new good day!!!!
the stars were out last night which means no snow which means school in about 40 minutes.
so ive been hanging out with mike asmunson (sp?) lately and i think his 'teasing' is getting the best of me...eh
kudos to happiness
i dont really care about sean that much...if he hasnt 'figured out' if he likes me or not, as kevin say, well then im not wasting any more of my thoughts or time on it. thats not how it works anyway. so play sick bud.
well its off to school.
whats your opinion on abortion. me and mike completely agree that it should be legal.
damn i feel like a debate. how bout you? |
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| love me, love me, say that you love me... |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|07:33 pm] |
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| | fast | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mae-summertime | ] |
so...i like sean.
and you should come to the allnighter at ban-GORE...because it will be a helluva time. why? because i shall arrive to make it a glorious night and you of course, love me!!
anyways...we got our vacation all set. in august we are going to this resort in the appalcians and there is
horseback riding
pool
gambling
AAAAANNNNDDD
AIR HOCKEY
which is the best invention in a good while.
and im off to do something better with my time and life rather then sitting in front of a machine.
good night my lovers and foes! |
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| dear whomever this may concern, im lost in thinking that the search goes on |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|06:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rookie of the year-the weekend | ] |
so i straightened my hair. its glorious but in the same sense, its not me...au natural.
i have a test today. a test of many to help understand and complicate the world.
bf's just arent for me. im just gonna push myself away now...
i got the newest Thrills Cd...FINALLYYYYY!!
i need some more new songs to listen too though
someone burn me something random
or suggestions?
i was thinking maybe...this day and age...skylars dream...mae...straylight run...dahpne loves derby...gah! and maybe some Rookie of the Year....
pssh
mornings suck for all those non-morn types |
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[Feb. 26th, 2005|08:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sandstorm...duran | ] |
whose all coming to dodgeball??
i am gonna get my ass whooped!! so come and watch! go dodgeball enthusiasts!!
and then DDR afterwards...haha DDR sounds like some random hippie drug
i love you<3heather |
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| let me take this awkward saw...run it against your thighs |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|06:16 am] |
| [ | music |
| | rookie of the year-the weekend | ] |
so me and sean are going to That Coffee Place after school today, feel free to come to.
so im really stupid. i went to call him last night (first time) and as soon as his sister picked up, i realized i had forgotten his name!!
so i was just like "heeey....is...uhhhhhh...ha!ya know what i got the wrong number! bye!" and hung up.
but then i talked to him like an hour later. haha im such a dweeb
i hate Halo. both of em.
in this school there are so many frickin stereotypes. its at the point i dont know if its more pathetic or funny. god you guys, none of your lives are bad. stop complaining about them. become a buddhist! at least they're always happy. plus it fuckin brings me down when you are down. stop! |
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[Feb. 24th, 2005|06:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | motion city soundtrack-capital H | ] |
i Hate high school drama.
i am sick of so much, maybe its just a phase.
i need new friends.
just a break in routine.
so he called me last night, i found out he has a pilots license which is amazing. i want to learn to fly so bad, just get the hell away from here where problems always surface. maybe he can take me with him...
tapper we need to hang out soon...are you going to that dodgeball thing?
im on zach yerricks team, and i dont want to be, but i feel bad just not doing it so...
grades are good.
my parents-mainly that step-dickhead-father, try ro control everything. they wont even listen to me because they feel better then me
and get this shit!!!my mom tells me yesterday i need to go on a diet!!
what. the. fuck. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | your name here-straylight run | ] |
school was...well. yeah
i was going to complain about you but decided not to.
i like this kid again. ive already gone out with him a couple months ago.
eh
grades are good
the anticipation is killing me |
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